Life Tired

• Careless Me

• Miyuki Style

Holiday.........
please come fastly....
Iam very bored....
PMR & UEC....
please fast gone...

But I think i need to prepare my exam liao....
Just remain 1 month....
After exam than out was not too late de lah....
hehe=p

I tell myself to prepare it....
But my hert still thinking about another thing....
I want out!!! =0

How??
I worry I cannot get the flying colour....
or score many A...
But I am so lazy.....
When see many thing want to do revision....
Almost fainted......=(

August de holiday also want back to school...
Because have tuition...
Haiz.....
Form 3 de life is like that loh....
No time to rest.....

Want revision all the subject de 3 years.....
Ohhhh.........
fainted....
lazy......
:(

Stupid brother

My stupid brother...
Every time make my mum angry de...
If she scold him...
see me also will scold me too...
Haiz...so annoyed...

She ask me cannot open the aircon when sleep oh...
so hot loh..
stupid de...
She want cut the network also...
That is not my fault....
Is my brother...
Everyday he didn't do the homework...
Just play the computer game....
Make she angry...

Sad & annoyed....
I don't like she angry...
I like she smile:)
& happy....
She is good than last time...
Because she have go church...
& and learn many things last time she want to....
and have closed friend liao...
She is from Taiwan...
So no friend at here...

:( :( :( :(:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Bad Mood

Miss my homn townT.T (Taiwan)

直昇機繼續搜救小林那瑪夏六龜與茂林

風災搜救行動進入第五天，高雄縣目前還有六龜鄉、 甲仙鄉、那瑪夏鄉、桃源鄉和茂林鄉仍然處於斷水、斷電、斷糧，以及交通和電信都中斷的困境，這些鄉鎮約有上萬災名受困，消防局表示：除了申請直昇機搜救之 外，今天也將繼續設法以徒步的方式挺進災區救援，特別是發現200名生還者的甲仙鄉小林村和500名災民的〔那瑪夏鄉〕民族村和民生村。（溫蘭魁報導）

高雄縣消防局第三大隊大隊長蘇定國表示：今天地面部隊仍然是往六龜鄉的寶來村，以及甲仙鄉的小林和關山，以徒步的方式進入山區救援，另外，那瑪夏鄉和桃源鄉，因為交通中斷，還是只能申請直昇機，將搜救人員載上山搜救。

一早，直昇機已經在旗山國中待命，只是，山上雨一陣一陣的，旗山分局長李金龍說，兩百位受困小林村和五百位困在那瑪夏鄉的災民，因為坐標位置都很清楚，直昇機救援不是問題

李金龍分局長表示，包括軍警、消防人員和志工，今天會動員更多的人力參與救援行動。

另一方面，針對有媒體報導，六龜鄉不老溫泉區有民眾以投石包紙條的方式，傳出當地有32具遺體的駭人訊息，消防局第三大隊大隊長蘇定國表示：不老溫泉區對外交通也是完全中斷，形同一座孤島，搜救人員也會想辦法進去救援。

小林3村

小林3村 又找到700多人

高雄縣山區昨天續落大雨，但是救災人員總動員，要向天搶人！

一天救出371災民 救難機撞山

好 消息是陸軍航空特戰部與空勤總隊直升機隊一天之內出動一百零一架次，深入甲仙小林、那瑪夏、桃源災區，救出了三百七十一位受困災民。另外，陸軍特戰先遣部 隊昨晚八時，在接近小林村一到二公里的地點，找到避難的村民二百餘人，已先供給飲水與糧食；另外亦在那瑪夏鄉的民族村找到存活村民二百餘人，民生村找到約 三百人。

壞消息則是救難單位昨日向高縣災害應變中心申請兩千件屍袋因應，可能係因小林村、新發村陸續傳出土石滅村災情，原先估算小林村遭掩埋人數為六百人，雖有多人獲救，但預估仍有三百人左右生死未卜；另外，六龜鄉新開部落傳出有卅二人罹難。

更遺憾的是負責救人和運補救濟物資的一架直升機失事撞上隘寮北溪旁山壁，兩位駕駛和機工長三人可能已罹難。

從 直升機俯瞰甲仙，整條楠梓仙溪已變身成一條不時扭動身軀的巨蟒，奮力地順著東岸河谷向前四處亂竄；濃濁溪水也像一群群齜牙咧嘴的鬣犬在互咬。災區只剩幾戶 紅頂獨屋小戶，孤零零地浸泡在黃水土石中；躲在小林北向隧道內的待援民眾，看到直升機飛近時，就拚著命扯開喉嚨、揮舞著衣服，喊叫救命。地圖上原本標示小 林國小的坐標，如今成了一片土石，完全不見蹤影了。

小林村浩劫 300人仍生死未卜

家住小林村五里埔，目睹整場洪災劇變的甲仙鄉代表會主席呂仲珆指控：「水利署越域引水工程，是滅村元凶！」呂仲珆說，經濟部水利署南區水資局在那瑪夏鄉和桃源鄉進行越域引水工程，開鑿引水隧道所採出的砂石，全堆置在小林村左側山脈，且完全沒有擋土措施，莫拉克颱風帶來豪大雨，將超過十萬方的土石直接帶進小林村，全村從九鄰以後全部被淹沒。

水利署副署長吳約西則反駁說，小林村被土石淹沒的主因是因為雨量太大，山坡因含水量過多而滑動；而小林村的房舍多數就建在土石流潛勢溪流兩側，溪水一旦上漲，房屋就首當其衝受害。

住在小林村九鄰的黃金寶，遇上土石流災變時，偕同左鄰右舍共四十四個人跑到後山一千公尺平台避難，黃金寶一直打手機對外求援，相關單位卻冷漠回應，氣急敗壞的他只好將四十四人分成三組，就地採摘香蕉、火龍果充飢，相互擁抱取暖，最後盼到直升機救援，苦熬了兩天才全數脫困。

小林村內的人急著逃生，村外的人則心急如焚地想要趕回家救援。六十多歲的邱姓老婦偕同多位家屬冒險搶進災區，十七公里的山路，原本開車半小時車程，他們足足爬了四個多小時的山路，卻已經找不到家在哪裡了，只剩滾滾洪流，不禁悲從中來，淚如雨下。

村內的人想逃 村外冒險回家

與 小林村僅隔一座山頭的台南縣南化鄉關山村，同樣土石流四竄，成了孤島，昨天鄉長陳金沛背著挖土機所需機油跋涉十多公里進村，撞見寬達五十公尺、長達數百公 尺的土石流，一路沖毀原本的攔砂壩和路基，現場有如「天崩地裂」，進到關山村後，得知有五戶約十六人失聯，是否已遭土石流侵襲不得而知。

六龜鄉

六龜鄉6村失聯 至少8人遭活埋

高雄縣六龜鄉對外交通全部中斷，6個村完全失聯，山區爆發土石流，目前知道造成8人慘遭活埋，已經挖出6具遺體、另外有2人失蹤，而六龜、桃源、茂林一帶道路柔腸寸斷，手機市都不通，受災情形完全不清楚，令人擔憂。六龜大橋整個斷裂，殘存的橋面上，堆滿了漂流木，鄰近附近住家的橋面接縫，還被水流衝得嘎嘎作響，讓居民很擔心，不但橋斷、還可能會屋垮。

記者冒險挺進六龜，但是路上全是淤泥，原本的房子全部看不見，六龜鄉目前有寶來、新發、荖濃、大津、興龍、中興等6村斷訊失聯，包括六龜大橋、大津橋都斷橋，高雄縣六龜遊客中心倒在滾滾荖濃溪中，幸好當時裡頭沒人。鄉公所秘書表示，目前知道造成8人慘遭活埋，已經挖出6具屍體、另外2人失蹤，而六龜、桃源、茂林一帶道路柔腸寸斷，沒水、沒電、手機與市話都不通，受災情形完全不清楚，請外界救援除了物資，還要準備空投屍袋，安置挖出的屍體。

• Over Half of Taiwan T.T
  
  

The Ignorance

Angry........
Cannot endure.....

Where got this kind of person??
So ignorance.....
He is a boy same age with me....
Everybody know I am form 3....

After school if the senior 3(Poh Wei) de person follow school bus...
Then he(poh wei) will play with me and making joke with me...
When I am sad or bad mood...
He also will make me smile or make a fool of me....
So I just make it as usual....
I don't mind it because me and he are friend mah...
& he also know when playing need have limit de...

But the junior 3 de childish person...
No...is ignorance person....
Every time Poh Wei play with me he also want to join us...
How can he join??
He just will make me feel he is annoying....
He don't know how to play with limit then don't play lah....
So stupid....
He never know his personality is bad??
When I talk with friends....
He want to break into our conversation...
Interrupt what I am still saying...
Without manners de loh.....

Sometime...
Poh Wei will give me a pat...
Or touch my face...
Then the ignorance person also want...
But he use book or badminton's racket to kacao me...
So annoyed....

Remind you...
His sound like a little boy who is not mature...
& very very very harsh to the ear....
He never know what he is talk about...
He words is disagreeable to the hearer...
Or unpleasant to the ear...

Childish....
Ignorance...
Annoyed....
Without brains...
I hate very much...
Who is him now???
Every time controlling me...
He is a good-for-nothing...
Every time I just give him a cold shoulder...
But he never now he is annoying...
Never know I HATE HIM...

Someone say he is jealous when I closed with Poh Wei....
Is he envy???
He has ask : "why he(poh wei) can but I can't...."
I didn't answer...
Just waste my words only...

About friends

I AM ONLINE^^

Fortunately today don't have the assembly....
if have...will just bored & waste time only....xp

Tomorrow want test all junior 2's English idiomatic pharals....
So many loh...
Many homework wanna do....
The BM need do all the karangan , novel &ringkasan...
that's about 6 or 8 (forget=p)set of PMR....=(

So hot oh....
Cause H1N1 we cannot on the air con....
but the fan was also no....
how can we study in a good situation??

Joanne was bad mood because make quarrel with her closed friend....
like me and Eva....
I know that is not Joanne's wrong...
But some people will LC de lah....
Almost all friendship will have quarrel or something hate....
or...jealous....

This kind of thing is always happen in our life de...
Don't be too mind it....

Like Evelyn...
Got lie by JohnB....
I think he got reason to lie....
Also know you sad de=)

Sometime...
Someone promise not to explode your secret...
But finally when he or she hate you...
Also will explode it...
& make us disappointed...

In this future....
You want to find a true friend that you can believe is so difficult....
Almost "NO"....
When you believe someone...
Then you will see how he or she explode your secret...
or...saying you at the back...
or...lying you....

We can manage my life....
Just love ourselves....
Trust yourselves...
Choose the best friends....

Everybody know....?
You can control your life...!!
=)

S.t Michael Sandakan (Memories)

• 100 years ago

• The S.t Michael

• Out side

• inside more beautiful

• Old but beautiful

• like this

• Pizza hut at Sandakan....^^

Before we flight...
We had visit the S.t Michael at Sandakan...
Is old building is 100 years ago....
Was the Heritage's first building.....
Let you see the photo....^^

On the last night...
we all go to there de Pizza Hut having dinner...
so happy^^

The whole pizza hut was busy cause have we...
hahaxp
Of course de lah...
We pandai make sound de...
haha....

Later we go giant...
There also have pizza hut loh...
If we know we will go there de...
because we want buy many snake for night....
I sleep at 3 am that day....
haha^^

Next day....
Want flight to k.k luhhhh!!!!
=)

Memories

Remember him....
IS HIM....IS HIM....

At the Sandakan youth camp I meet him...
He...called..
emmm....let me think first arh....
called....Wesley....

He is my leader at there...
When he know me...
He called me a silly girl....
He is so cute...
hehe=p...like a child....

The three at Sandakan will walk with this group & the leader...
When the Pastor is talking about whatever is like a joke...
He will laugh like even mature...
hehe=p..
Everytime at that situation...
I will turn my head to see him...
Then he will smile & say:" I know you want say me like a child bah!!"
Then I will happy....and smile back with him....
=p

At the last day..
He want find me and he shame gua....
He look at me and smile...
So I just smile back ....
Then my friend will say the boy was shame to find you....
He look so many time already...
smile like silly...haha..
Finally he walk to me....
And talk...hehe...
All people look at what we are doing...=.=
He want my phone num...
And want taking photo with me as a memory...

And he say god has blossomed me into a beautiful & silly girl...
We just meet three day...
But he ask many question about me...
include the scar on my left hand....

When I want flight back to K.K....
He want wish me but he is late....
He said:"Wanted to wish you a safe journey...I guess I was too late huh? XD...Anyway...may god bless you...faithfully & good lucky your life...^^...Take care~~".

Mum like him & said he is handsome.....lol=.=

Night At Church

Last night happy oh...
hehe...xp
like a silly girl...
blekkk....

When go to church to attend to night prayer meeting....
I first see Miyako....
She seem....emmmm...tired....
I stand beside her...

After prayer meeting...
I find her cause long time no talk with her leh...!!
We chat happily a while....^^

The boy called Nicky arh....
So silly oh....
Play with me & make me laughing....
Aiyo....
Ah shun say he will not kick girl de loh...
But that Nicky kick me oh T.T

I think whole church people will saw what am i doing...
So silly...xp

Guan ping say Winter want come back liao oh...
but i don't ask winter...
don't care....hehe=p
Chatting so happy without many pressure...

Mary Kong Mee Mee is one of my closed in my church...
Last night i think she lost control....
haha..silly as well...
I think i will silly because of her...
She with ah shun arh....
laugh around the church=.=

Finish this Saturday night....
The church car will fetch me back....
Only me?
Ya....Jun Nan say he only fetch me back tonight....
Then talking with him.....(he last time like me...)

When I see Jun Nan was happy...
Then I will happy...
I don' like see his ugly and sad face...
Last time...
He was a sad person....
Every time i see him...
His face is so bitter....
But now I see his smile...
then i will smile...
My heart also happy...
hehe^^

Saturday night

Go church?
Wear what ohhhh?
Will having what......?

Emmmm....
don't know wear what....
just wear the common clothe lah....

No mood....no mood....
but then go will enjoy that situation...
At there have friends...
and someone will care me...

Included my GOD....
I will say sorry to him....

I love my church...
Heritage Anglican Church...
There are my another home...
When i am sad...
I will find force at there....
Also my friends will force me...

Sometime don't cry.....
We still have god....
When have bad things happen...
just face it...
Then we can learn more....

So....
I want be more good^^

I have do the wrong things

REGRET T.T⊥Ǝᴚ⅁Ǝᴚ

How......? how.......?

I had do the wrong things on this few day=(

But i cannot explode it....
I think my god will not pleased me.....

Haiz....
this thing was since a few day ago....

I don't know how...
Just begging my god don't angry me....
& I will not do the same thing again....

Actually.....
I am regret...
really regret....

I am bad girl......
=(

Night go church.....
continuing....................

Very Hope Can Out

hi....i am here=)

I want out with poh wei oh....
Boring ohhhh......
I want so STARBUCKS!!!
I NEED IT!!!


He say want out with me...
nut my mum don't give de lah....
want PMR liao....=(

If go with him then can meet more boys luhhhhh...
hahaha...i want oh....
cos feel bored...
no new people...hehe=p

I want feel all boys protect me....
long time no go out with all boys liao lorrrr...
Sad T.T

ANNA....ME....

• Want shopping....
• Want see movie...
• Want out happly....
• Want free....
• Want buy things i like.....
• Roxy's bag....
• or Channel's bag....
• Beautiful dress & clothes....
• Highlight my hair....
  

After PMR & UEC.....
I want go shop...shop...shop....
(but don't know got enough money or not =p)
just happy....hahaha....

停电的夜晚

photography by me^^

last night....
i am scare.....just me at house.....
i am writing my blog....
but suddenly the house be dark....
very dark....
i can't see anything...T.T

But i learn to brave.....
i didn't talk and didn't cry....
my eye is big...
and let a few minute to think about what i want to do....
no to scare have ghost or not...
JESUS will care me^^



Then i walk out from the computer room...
slowly...
then i go to the tea table to find my hand phone....
i cannot see...
just use my hand to find it out.....

Haha...
i am brave...i find it....=p
but so scare...
then i go to the door..
open it & get out from my house...

I saw my neighbour have the lamp or candle....
but i don't know where is mine...
i don't know they put where...

So...
i sit at the door...beside the door...
then i call Winter...
talk with him...
suddenly i hate him...
he didn't call me a long time...
he say no money...

Few time ago...
neighbour's children go out to play in the dark situation...
then one of them borrow the small cute lamp for me...
i bravely go to the store and find out mine...

=p

I believe my friend will know i am a braveness person....
Small insect also will scare.....=p

我们是好朋友day1

我和他,“志豪”，是好朋友了哦！
暂时啦！！
从昨晚说好的，
哈哈=p

最近跟他沟通有点不妥，
有很难谈话的感觉，嘻嘻，没关系，
休息下吧！=.=

只有在做朋友的时候，
会找到那种说说笑笑得快乐，
一旦在一起了，
有时候就会担心说错话，
怕弄到我生气......lll

有时候，
有什么心事，
你不知道怎么开口，
不知道怎么跟我说，就一直说没事，
这样，我很担心.....

“沟通”
其实在情侣之间是很重要的，
如果没办法好好沟通，
那么在怎么亲密，
也会因为不能完全了解对方的心情，
而疏远，或觉得有点不舒服......

久了......
可能会觉得不是适合，
所以要彼此发展......^@^

这时候，
就给我们一点空间去喘气吧！
与其在不能解决的状态中痛苦犹豫该怎么办，
不如暂时休息一下，
想想以前我们暧昧的时候多甜蜜啊！！
嘻嘻，想到就觉得很幸福......

我们并不是分手，
而是暂时休息一下罢了！！
让我们找回自己，
让我们再次学习好好沟通，
也慢慢让你学会表达一点......:)

我希望你会表达一点，
会勇敢说出你的心事，
会搞笑一点，
像以前一样幽默点，
还有，
知道女人在想什么，
嘻嘻......=p

我很喜欢阳光男，
乐观，
不自闭，
也就很好了^^

如果你看了，要告诉我哦！！

做什么都想到Connie

去学校，
有人说最近很多车祸，
又想到她；

在上课的时候，
老师又提到葬礼，送殡，追思礼拜，等等......
又想到她；

今天，
很多救护车，消防车路过我们学校，
又想到她；

上英文课的时候，
老师又讨论到关于怎么处理尸体，等等......
又想到她；

还有很多呢！！
怎么最近，都提到关于去世的东西呢？
不然就是有人去世，不然就是提到一些东西，
让我勾起对对她的思念，
也想到那天在福禄寿看她最后一面的时候......

让我有点心酸，
心痛，
可是这都不是我们想的嘛~~~

我不伤心^^
我知道你在乐园会快乐的，
为自己加油！！
加油~~加油~~加油~~！

开心的面对每天吧！

解脱了^o^......

解脱了...嘻嘻....

今天烟埋好重哦，难呼吸=(

这几天啊，都不开心，因为Connie的走吧！
有加上志豪最近怪怪的，弄得我难受死了
现在一切都过去了，嘻嘻^^

这几天，他对我一下好，一下坏
一下骂我，一下又好像很疼我
还有，还有，
我说两句话他就有点不耐烦地样子
不爽不爽的.......=(

害的我现在都不知道怎么对他了，
我知道他有事烦，可是他又不说，
弄得我每次跟他信息都心闷闷得，
辛苦的叻！！一直跟他有点吵架..........

不过，
还好他今天醒了，一直跟我道歉
哄哄我........
都骂他那么多天了，
也不开心了那么多天，
就原谅他吧 =p

本来正想找个人问问，
我现在到底该怎么面对他呢！
死气沉沉的.......

嘻嘻.....一切都过了......
在一次开开心心的过每一天吧！^^

Connie送殡的日子（04/08/2009）

今天是为Connie送殡的日子...
我没有办法出席，因为我得去学校，太多天没去了...

我知道，昨晚在福禄寿的追思会，（03/08/2009）
是我最后一次和你在世上见面了，看到你不再像你，
有点辛酸....
不过我也知道，
你现在在乐园是美好的，是快乐的....
牧师说的对，你现在一定好奇的到处乱跑了....嘻嘻=p

虽然不能去，但是我还是很舍不得，很想你念你哦^^
答应你，今天早上是我最后一次哭了，我会很想你的...
看到Miyako的部落格，也觉得心情好多了...
他们也贴心的为你准备了你最爱的青色....
看到Connie顺利的安息了，心也安宁了。

Connie...你已在美好的世界里了，
在乐园，你一定看到了很多圣经里的人吧！
你已经不再痛苦，
不再有忧伤，
不再有痛得感觉了，
在那里，
有耶稣扶持着你^^

我会永远记得你的....我们在天堂再见哦...^o^

Connie追思会(03/08/2009)

希望今晚我不哭...
Tonight will go "fu luk siu" to see Connie....

Tomorrow morning is her Funeral.....I can't go T.T...because i want go school....

为主而活的快乐天使！！

Connie's Funeral(04/08/2009)

让我们大家一起陪他走完这一段路。

Guys...wear pretty and nicely on Tuesday and also make yourself as pretty as you can...
Cause Connie like it...
We need to try our best not to cry on Tuesday cause Connie don't like people cry de...

Wan zi ask to inform u guys to remember that....
Connie don't like us to cry ...
And we got to try our best not to cry on her funeral ...
And make yourself as pretty as u can cause Connie likes that ...

伤心 T.T

Connie

好伤心哦，
昨晚全教会的人都为Connie伤心
他的男朋友，俊明，伤心得要死
好可怜，他们在一起了那么久

每个人哭到眼睛都小小的，很不舍得
昨晚7点
他的尸体从西马运会这里
晚上我没车所以不能去看他，遗憾

也许
耶稣真的不要让他痛苦的继续活
所以把她接回去了

她整个人丛摩托车上飞出去
脑部重伤
送去医院急救了一次，还有希望
俊明和Connie的妈妈到西马看他不久
她的心跳突然很不稳定
医生帮她急救

不幸的，她走了
她的脑细胞全死了，脑受重伤有瘀血
内脏也伤的很严重，胸部和一些骨头都列裂了
如果她没走，还留在我们身边的话
也会很辛苦，而且
会变植物人

多么可怜
所以耶稣才派他的天使接他回去
去到乐园里

真为俊明感到伤心
不知道他下面的日子该怎么办

主啊，求你祝福这一切
你让Connie活了19年
大家都感到感恩
她活着是那么的活泼
谁都没想到她会先走
主让她走，也是有原因的
我们应该高兴，曾经认识Connie

星期一晚上7点在福禄寿会有一个崇拜，会纪念她
星期二早上9点，会送她最后的一程

安息吧，相信你在乐园会很快了，而且你也能看到我们
T.T

我还是无法接受

剩下.........你美丽的背影............

我还是无法接受，你的离去
哭了，开始觉得更伤心了
之前，我告诉自己那不是真的，而没流泪
而现在，我哭了，这代表我接受事实了吗？
虽然你和我的感情已经很远了
从你不是我的组长后
我们就很少联络了
可是
你怎么可以那么早走呢？

你的生命力让你胜了第一次
而胜不过第二次

虽然已经很少联络
你那活泼的声音总在我耳边响起

记得
你曾经在我很伤心的时候
安慰我
鼓励我
你借着耶稣了解我
来帮助我

我真的很难接受
哭着问自己这是真的吗？

不过
我们也不要太伤心
相信你现在
已经安息了
在父的怀抱里
你是他最宝贝的女儿
愿你在天堂喜乐

你的走
我们都很遗憾
很伤心

愿你成为最美丽的天使
笑的最甜，最美

给在天堂的Connie........

♥Connie....is gone...to the heaven......♥

♥

think she is a angle now....go to the sky...

♥

many people like you....you smile is so beautiful....

♥

you are a active person...you make people smile...

♥

hope you happy in the heaven...beautiful with father...god...

♥

you like an angle.....

♥

have wing...and fly....say bye with me...

♥

Beautiful girl...Connie....

♥

She leave too early....
She is a beautiful girl....
called Connie....
She meet an accident on Thursday night....
She pass away last night...2009/07/31....9.10pm...
May god bless her.....
bless her in the heaven....
She's life is such an angle....

She love god so much....
she tell everybody about god....

Last time...
she is my group leader...
she is good...
she will know what i am thinking...
then she will help me...
When i know you pass away...
So Sad....
Cry...
Can't believe....

Connie...you gone so early....
I'm sad...and miss you...we miss you so much T.T

May god bless you....god's lovely daughter...
we will never forget you...
我无法接受这个事实...
真的很难去相信...
我们不会忘记你的，
启敏...

失落 + 平静的心

是啊，我好不开心哦，不知道怎么开心，忘记了怎么笑，也不想开心了。

虽然你在远方，可是你知道我不开心的时候，总会陪陪我，关心下我，安慰我。
我知道，也看得出你的言语里很想我开心，很想我笑笑，可是我就是笑不出，也不想笑。
那时我告诉你，我想要一个拥抱，想要静一下。

你并不在我身边，可是却有你的温暖你的味道。
没得抱你，就抱着你送我的熊熊，那就够了，就满足了。
我告诉你说，我很乱很烦，而你温柔的饱着我，叫我不要想太多。
我哭了，泪流了，你会帮我擦擦。

已经够了，满足了，
不需要太多的甜言蜜语，只要一个真心的拥抱，一颗心充满爱的感觉，就能感觉到你对我的担心，你的温柔，你的体贴，你的，“疼爱”，平静了我的不安。

我的情况

咳嗽 , 打喷嚏 , 流鼻涕 , 还蛮严重的 , 有点耳鸣 ，有一点点头痛......今天可能没空去验血了 , 他们没空带我去哦 ! -.-怎么办呢 ?? 应该不会有事吧....希望咯....

SMS他...好像还没起床叻....他在那里很少事做....斗胡那么小...也没什么地方去吧...不过听说那里山上很凉快...很享受的哦^^听他这么说...真想去去...我很喜欢山上的感觉...和海边的感觉...很清静...很舒服...没有吵闹....空气新鲜...我不会呼吸困难...

沙巴....都没有什么小山好爬...比较安全的山也很少...都是马来人...那里像台湾...大家都喜欢爬山...而且很安全...阳明山...我好怀念你哦...^^

I love you............

Just eat Vitamin C & Vitamin B again.....haiz....so how....so how....?? boring at home....sleep and wake....sleep and wake....like a pig du...hahahaXD....

H1N1

"H1N1"，办公室，学校打骚动。高一同学验血证实重了H1N1，不过是良性的。现今状况还好，全家已被隔离。善导今日全校停学。

最近生病今天才返校，没想到一返校就有大新闻。早上去学校还有点不舒服，有点头痛。同学朋友们都叫我去验血，看多一次医生。（怎么办？？怕怕=.=）下午在礼堂开大会议，取消原来的课。Annie老师ignore我哦T.T，叫两天不要去学校，说话根我隔的远远的。^o^

差不多给五个老师ignore了哦，都叫我在家休息，好了才去。还在犹豫明天要不要去学校呢！！嗯.............还是回家问问再说吧^.~

妈说明天要去验血哦！！！！！！！！！！！！！

没关系啦，我也不是说很担心，嘻嘻^^乐观点就好了嘛。开开心心就好，虽然有点担心跟不上，不过老师说还是健康重要，就好好休息几天吧！=p

那个志豪...一点都不怕我得H1N1得.....嘻嘻=p...没关系...他不再这里...不知道这里的情况嘛...原谅你吧...哈哈...反正你还是那么疼我...嘻嘻...不好好休息都不行了...每次都说我不会照顾自己^^

♥满足自己♥

“我要点餐哦(^o^)...！！请给我......

• 一杯yogurt
• 250ml desa milk
  
• 两块面包
• 芒果布丁

嗯，这样就够了。^^"

生病了，享受一下自己爱吃的东西，休息一下，感觉蛮好的嘛！！=p

今天小睡了好多次哦，睡得饱饱了，病好象有好一点了哦^-^
两个小时要吃2 tables vitamin c + 2 tables vitamin B...这样才会快好噢...（被逼得啊=.="）.....反正没有害处...就吃吧！！可是，苦苦叻...............没关系，吃糖糖吧=p（你教坏我的hahaXD）

身体好象好多了哦^^大家不要担心啦（你也不用骂我了blekk=p）有你的照顾很幸福哦♥

miss your hug=.=

Just miss your warm hug...when i cold...i am ill...i am sad...i am so happy...you will give me one sweet hug...

FEEL HAPPINESS WITH YOU

WHEN I AM SICK YOU TAKE CARE OF ME

I know i am important^^but you still want take care yourself....
feel happy can with him...seriously love him...
next month he will come back ( not sure )....

♥I MISS YOU♥

你在哪里好吗？无聊吗？孤单吗？想我了吗？我好想你哦！！=P

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

ALL ABOUT YOU

WINTER

Absence

I am not escape ohhh...blekk=p...I am absence because of ill...

Just wanna to take one day for charging my energy...hahaXD...lll...Anyway...is my mum force me to take a break...i think this is better for me de...so...don't worry about me...will be better...

Take a deep breath and start to think over what i want carry out today...i think...........i need to....................

• FILL OUT THE ART HOMEWORK,
• FILL OUT THE MATH EXERCISE( I have give my exe to ppl...but she even come school for 1 weekT.T scold by KIM LUN )
• REVISION THE TEST OF SATURDAY( sejarah, chinese, BM )

Aiyo...remember that i also miss the science test todayT.T
Oh!!!!!!!!That's so much work to do....=( but i think i will not do...hahaXD

Life is control by ourself

Tuesday,July 28,2009

Originally, today i won't go to school because i am hang over...but...the school bus reach my house to fetch me so i just go...=( Then my mum ask me if i want back home she will fetch me...

The first 3 period is ok ok lah...=.= but the next...start feeling fainted and the eye is hot as usually and difficult to carry on for study...

This morning raining heavily,the PE period have been call off...After that we having math test...i try to work out all the question even if i am unwell...T.T

After recess originally is chinese lesson but Ms. Tan have change her lesson with science and sejarah...That's so bored again...i decided to leave the school earlier...

When I'm on the way to contact my mum, i meet the senoir1 "xx" again=p...I think he went to the toilet. He smile at me and blinking his eye...heheXD

I think M.s Tan & Ms. Tay are doubt of I'm really sick or not...haiz........=.=don't mind and nevermind...keke...

"The life is control by myself...then...if sick...just give myself time to rest...If not...my friend will say me never take care myself de^^"

Very Sick day....

Wake up and few so unwell.....feel tired...nose can't breath...my eye was very hot...and want use my mouth to breath...feel lazy to go to school but still need to go...because have many work to do...the PMR and UEC exam are near lorrr...

Taday i bring one pack of tissue to school....i use all the tissue...haha XD...cause i am sick...

Almost 3 period to do the PMR pass year paper...no time to take a rest...the eye was tired but still need to see at the paper...aiyo......i think my vision will be bad and bad this year de lur...

Now my life is busy...till can not go to shoppingT.T...

But now i am sick because last saturday i go city mall for competition...so tired...sunday i go kk with family...sunday my house's gas is finish...so we go the near by shop to eat dinner...at that time i am so "xin ku"....

After school...got ppl take care me liao...ask me drink some water...take much rest...eat more and sleep early...hehe^^...feel happy...

I think finish this day will be

"another shining day ^^"...



finish for this day

Drawing competition

Saturday...saturday....saturday.....state level drawing competition at city mall....

when reach...i meet orange and register there...3pm...the competition start...i would like to draw about christmas...i just use 1 hour to draw it...haha...i draw like an experiment...i an very busy...haha...busy to make joke...:p

Amanda and chee laugh me...cause i am like a circus...hehe...Orange "za dao' me...when i complete....i don't want the publisher to see...haha...that very ugly...i think lah...then i go and all of them give me the eye...lll

No people shopping with me...so sad...city mall so boring oh....i walk along all that building liao...haha...just buy the cantact lens....that is supphire blue...no thing that i want at there...then i meet senior 1 de "xx"...haha...somebody know de lah...

i wait them for three hour oh....so tired...then we go starbucks...Orange belanja me....haha....( whole day not eat liao...just eat biscult...so few..and want stomach ache liao....my winter scold me lorrr.....) hehe:p

Drink the esp. frappucino and eat the croissant at there...so toh suai oh...i drop the knife...haha....we are the busy one...

Siew mei make big joke oh....say what bo da....if me small...then she is no...ppl who small then siew mei is 凹....

So tired the....6pm...want go church from city mall....when i reach the church...i almost can not walk already loh....ah shun see me and ask me how....i forgot bring the jacket....that very cool...but have ppl give me de lah...but no winter...( he live in tawau liao).....

That's one day...the busy day...but in church many ppl comfort me^^...happy....

i am come back...hahaXD

come back to write my blog loh....hehe^^
boring at house when cannot online...my line have something wrong....


EVA is seem angry...haha...just don't how to start the how for her...
Winter is go....in tawau a month...

me... want to prepare the PMR examination and UEC examination...so busy...almost every day have test...ke lian oh...:(

Just want to free and happy...hehe^^

next year i don't want to stay in kian kok loh...i don't like this this school...without budaya...that is true...everyday got the dog score me....lll