Connie's Funeral(04/08/2009)

让我们大家一起陪他走完这一段路。

Guys...wear pretty and nicely on Tuesday and also make yourself as pretty as you can...
Cause Connie like it...
We need to try our best not to cry on Tuesday cause Connie don't like people cry de...

Wan zi ask to inform u guys to remember that....
Connie don't like us to cry ...
And we got to try our best not to cry on her funeral ...
And make yourself as pretty as u can cause Connie likes that ...

伤心 T.T

Connie

好伤心哦，
昨晚全教会的人都为Connie伤心
他的男朋友，俊明，伤心得要死
好可怜，他们在一起了那么久

每个人哭到眼睛都小小的，很不舍得
昨晚7点
他的尸体从西马运会这里
晚上我没车所以不能去看他，遗憾

也许
耶稣真的不要让他痛苦的继续活
所以把她接回去了

她整个人丛摩托车上飞出去
脑部重伤
送去医院急救了一次，还有希望
俊明和Connie的妈妈到西马看他不久
她的心跳突然很不稳定
医生帮她急救

不幸的，她走了
她的脑细胞全死了，脑受重伤有瘀血
内脏也伤的很严重，胸部和一些骨头都列裂了
如果她没走，还留在我们身边的话
也会很辛苦，而且
会变植物人

多么可怜
所以耶稣才派他的天使接他回去
去到乐园里

真为俊明感到伤心
不知道他下面的日子该怎么办

主啊，求你祝福这一切
你让Connie活了19年
大家都感到感恩
她活着是那么的活泼
谁都没想到她会先走
主让她走，也是有原因的
我们应该高兴，曾经认识Connie

星期一晚上7点在福禄寿会有一个崇拜，会纪念她
星期二早上9点，会送她最后的一程

安息吧，相信你在乐园会很快了，而且你也能看到我们
T.T

我还是无法接受

剩下.........你美丽的背影............

我还是无法接受，你的离去
哭了，开始觉得更伤心了
之前，我告诉自己那不是真的，而没流泪
而现在，我哭了，这代表我接受事实了吗？
虽然你和我的感情已经很远了
从你不是我的组长后
我们就很少联络了
可是
你怎么可以那么早走呢？

你的生命力让你胜了第一次
而胜不过第二次

虽然已经很少联络
你那活泼的声音总在我耳边响起

记得
你曾经在我很伤心的时候
安慰我
鼓励我
你借着耶稣了解我
来帮助我

我真的很难接受
哭着问自己这是真的吗？

不过
我们也不要太伤心
相信你现在
已经安息了
在父的怀抱里
你是他最宝贝的女儿
愿你在天堂喜乐

你的走
我们都很遗憾
很伤心

愿你成为最美丽的天使
笑的最甜，最美

给在天堂的Connie........

♥Connie....is gone...to the heaven......♥

♥

think she is a angle now....go to the sky...

♥

many people like you....you smile is so beautiful....

♥

you are a active person...you make people smile...

♥

hope you happy in the heaven...beautiful with father...god...

♥

you like an angle.....

♥

have wing...and fly....say bye with me...

♥

Beautiful girl...Connie....

♥

She leave too early....
She is a beautiful girl....
called Connie....
She meet an accident on Thursday night....
She pass away last night...2009/07/31....9.10pm...
May god bless her.....
bless her in the heaven....
She's life is such an angle....

She love god so much....
she tell everybody about god....

Last time...
she is my group leader...
she is good...
she will know what i am thinking...
then she will help me...
When i know you pass away...
So Sad....
Cry...
Can't believe....

Connie...you gone so early....
I'm sad...and miss you...we miss you so much T.T

May god bless you....god's lovely daughter...
we will never forget you...
我无法接受这个事实...
真的很难去相信...
我们不会忘记你的，
启敏...

失落 + 平静的心

是啊，我好不开心哦，不知道怎么开心，忘记了怎么笑，也不想开心了。

虽然你在远方，可是你知道我不开心的时候，总会陪陪我，关心下我，安慰我。
我知道，也看得出你的言语里很想我开心，很想我笑笑，可是我就是笑不出，也不想笑。
那时我告诉你，我想要一个拥抱，想要静一下。

你并不在我身边，可是却有你的温暖你的味道。
没得抱你，就抱着你送我的熊熊，那就够了，就满足了。
我告诉你说，我很乱很烦，而你温柔的饱着我，叫我不要想太多。
我哭了，泪流了，你会帮我擦擦。

已经够了，满足了，
不需要太多的甜言蜜语，只要一个真心的拥抱，一颗心充满爱的感觉，就能感觉到你对我的担心，你的温柔，你的体贴，你的，“疼爱”，平静了我的不安。

我的情况

咳嗽 , 打喷嚏 , 流鼻涕 , 还蛮严重的 , 有点耳鸣 ，有一点点头痛......今天可能没空去验血了 , 他们没空带我去哦 ! -.-怎么办呢 ?? 应该不会有事吧....希望咯....

SMS他...好像还没起床叻....他在那里很少事做....斗胡那么小...也没什么地方去吧...不过听说那里山上很凉快...很享受的哦^^听他这么说...真想去去...我很喜欢山上的感觉...和海边的感觉...很清静...很舒服...没有吵闹....空气新鲜...我不会呼吸困难...

沙巴....都没有什么小山好爬...比较安全的山也很少...都是马来人...那里像台湾...大家都喜欢爬山...而且很安全...阳明山...我好怀念你哦...^^

I love you............

Just eat Vitamin C & Vitamin B again.....haiz....so how....so how....?? boring at home....sleep and wake....sleep and wake....like a pig du...hahahaXD....

H1N1

"H1N1"，办公室，学校打骚动。高一同学验血证实重了H1N1，不过是良性的。现今状况还好，全家已被隔离。善导今日全校停学。

最近生病今天才返校，没想到一返校就有大新闻。早上去学校还有点不舒服，有点头痛。同学朋友们都叫我去验血，看多一次医生。（怎么办？？怕怕=.=）下午在礼堂开大会议，取消原来的课。Annie老师ignore我哦T.T，叫两天不要去学校，说话根我隔的远远的。^o^

差不多给五个老师ignore了哦，都叫我在家休息，好了才去。还在犹豫明天要不要去学校呢！！嗯.............还是回家问问再说吧^.~

妈说明天要去验血哦！！！！！！！！！！！！！

没关系啦，我也不是说很担心，嘻嘻^^乐观点就好了嘛。开开心心就好，虽然有点担心跟不上，不过老师说还是健康重要，就好好休息几天吧！=p

那个志豪...一点都不怕我得H1N1得.....嘻嘻=p...没关系...他不再这里...不知道这里的情况嘛...原谅你吧...哈哈...反正你还是那么疼我...嘻嘻...不好好休息都不行了...每次都说我不会照顾自己^^

♥满足自己♥

“我要点餐哦(^o^)...！！请给我......

• 一杯yogurt
• 250ml desa milk
  
• 两块面包
• 芒果布丁

嗯，这样就够了。^^"

生病了，享受一下自己爱吃的东西，休息一下，感觉蛮好的嘛！！=p

今天小睡了好多次哦，睡得饱饱了，病好象有好一点了哦^-^
两个小时要吃2 tables vitamin c + 2 tables vitamin B...这样才会快好噢...（被逼得啊=.="）.....反正没有害处...就吃吧！！可是，苦苦叻...............没关系，吃糖糖吧=p（你教坏我的hahaXD）

身体好象好多了哦^^大家不要担心啦（你也不用骂我了blekk=p）有你的照顾很幸福哦♥

miss your hug=.=

Just miss your warm hug...when i cold...i am ill...i am sad...i am so happy...you will give me one sweet hug...

FEEL HAPPINESS WITH YOU

WHEN I AM SICK YOU TAKE CARE OF ME

I know i am important^^but you still want take care yourself....
feel happy can with him...seriously love him...
next month he will come back ( not sure )....

♥I MISS YOU♥

你在哪里好吗？无聊吗？孤单吗？想我了吗？我好想你哦！！=P

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

ALL ABOUT YOU

WINTER

Absence

I am not escape ohhh...blekk=p...I am absence because of ill...

Just wanna to take one day for charging my energy...hahaXD...lll...Anyway...is my mum force me to take a break...i think this is better for me de...so...don't worry about me...will be better...

Take a deep breath and start to think over what i want carry out today...i think...........i need to....................

• FILL OUT THE ART HOMEWORK,
• FILL OUT THE MATH EXERCISE( I have give my exe to ppl...but she even come school for 1 weekT.T scold by KIM LUN )
• REVISION THE TEST OF SATURDAY( sejarah, chinese, BM )

Aiyo...remember that i also miss the science test todayT.T
Oh!!!!!!!!That's so much work to do....=( but i think i will not do...hahaXD

Life is control by ourself

Tuesday,July 28,2009

Originally, today i won't go to school because i am hang over...but...the school bus reach my house to fetch me so i just go...=( Then my mum ask me if i want back home she will fetch me...

The first 3 period is ok ok lah...=.= but the next...start feeling fainted and the eye is hot as usually and difficult to carry on for study...

This morning raining heavily,the PE period have been call off...After that we having math test...i try to work out all the question even if i am unwell...T.T

After recess originally is chinese lesson but Ms. Tan have change her lesson with science and sejarah...That's so bored again...i decided to leave the school earlier...

When I'm on the way to contact my mum, i meet the senoir1 "xx" again=p...I think he went to the toilet. He smile at me and blinking his eye...heheXD

I think M.s Tan & Ms. Tay are doubt of I'm really sick or not...haiz........=.=don't mind and nevermind...keke...

"The life is control by myself...then...if sick...just give myself time to rest...If not...my friend will say me never take care myself de^^"

Very Sick day....

Wake up and few so unwell.....feel tired...nose can't breath...my eye was very hot...and want use my mouth to breath...feel lazy to go to school but still need to go...because have many work to do...the PMR and UEC exam are near lorrr...

Taday i bring one pack of tissue to school....i use all the tissue...haha XD...cause i am sick...

Almost 3 period to do the PMR pass year paper...no time to take a rest...the eye was tired but still need to see at the paper...aiyo......i think my vision will be bad and bad this year de lur...

Now my life is busy...till can not go to shoppingT.T...

But now i am sick because last saturday i go city mall for competition...so tired...sunday i go kk with family...sunday my house's gas is finish...so we go the near by shop to eat dinner...at that time i am so "xin ku"....

After school...got ppl take care me liao...ask me drink some water...take much rest...eat more and sleep early...hehe^^...feel happy...

I think finish this day will be

"another shining day ^^"...



finish for this day

Drawing competition

Saturday...saturday....saturday.....state level drawing competition at city mall....

when reach...i meet orange and register there...3pm...the competition start...i would like to draw about christmas...i just use 1 hour to draw it...haha...i draw like an experiment...i an very busy...haha...busy to make joke...:p

Amanda and chee laugh me...cause i am like a circus...hehe...Orange "za dao' me...when i complete....i don't want the publisher to see...haha...that very ugly...i think lah...then i go and all of them give me the eye...lll

No people shopping with me...so sad...city mall so boring oh....i walk along all that building liao...haha...just buy the cantact lens....that is supphire blue...no thing that i want at there...then i meet senior 1 de "xx"...haha...somebody know de lah...

i wait them for three hour oh....so tired...then we go starbucks...Orange belanja me....haha....( whole day not eat liao...just eat biscult...so few..and want stomach ache liao....my winter scold me lorrr.....) hehe:p

Drink the esp. frappucino and eat the croissant at there...so toh suai oh...i drop the knife...haha....we are the busy one...

Siew mei make big joke oh....say what bo da....if me small...then she is no...ppl who small then siew mei is 凹....

So tired the....6pm...want go church from city mall....when i reach the church...i almost can not walk already loh....ah shun see me and ask me how....i forgot bring the jacket....that very cool...but have ppl give me de lah...but no winter...( he live in tawau liao).....

That's one day...the busy day...but in church many ppl comfort me^^...happy....

i am come back...hahaXD

come back to write my blog loh....hehe^^
boring at house when cannot online...my line have something wrong....


EVA is seem angry...haha...just don't how to start the how for her...
Winter is go....in tawau a month...

me... want to prepare the PMR examination and UEC examination...so busy...almost every day have test...ke lian oh...:(

Just want to free and happy...hehe^^

next year i don't want to stay in kian kok loh...i don't like this this school...without budaya...that is true...everyday got the dog score me....lll

Everything Happen got the reason keke…

Everything Happen got the reason keke…

"Everything happen is because our lord wanna train u"...this sentence force me to be patient...

i trust tat all will be good keke

anything happen still got our LORD keke

lord will open one way for me...

the best way...

I LOVE YOU MY LORD…

路

每一段路，都是一种领悟。

人总会遇到艰辛的事，用于去面对他，将会是一次的经验。对以后面对挫折的态度会有改变。

加油！！不要对生命放弃。生命是宝贵的。

梦

他做梦了，梦到我因为这场病去了。我知道，他太担心我了。

我问他，我命不长怎么办？他急着叫我不要乱说话，结果他那晚做梦了，梦到我去了，早上起来他叫我以后都不能再说死了！！他怕会失去我。

有吃东西，还是得了胃炎，那我不吃就好了嘛！吃了也病，不吃也病。看了医生，拿了好多药。（可是我没准时吃药）想吐，吃不了多少东西。站起来就要跌倒了。晚上睡不着，翻来翻去，很想睡都不能。有什么办法呢？生病就是将。至少不用去学校受气！！就要跟不上的了，一定学了很多。

PhOtOgRaPhY bY mEeEe....

yah....in the park...i miss you very much^^

Blame

这世上不是你得罪我，就是我得罪你。不是你欠我，就是我欠你。这是一位牧师曾经说过的一句话。而我们必须祝福及包容那些得罪我们的人，这不是一件容易的事。我讨厌，我非常讨厌那些恶心的男人婆，只会找我麻烦，我并没有得罪他们，只不过是因为他的前男友跟我是比较好的朋友。我能怎么做呢?T.T

What can i do?? just let the devil people disturb my life? my voice?
I don't want care anymore...the bad will become good....
Finally the bad people will have the bad end...