失落 + 平静的心

是啊，我好不开心哦，不知道怎么开心，忘记了怎么笑，也不想开心了。

虽然你在远方，可是你知道我不开心的时候，总会陪陪我，关心下我，安慰我。
我知道，也看得出你的言语里很想我开心，很想我笑笑，可是我就是笑不出，也不想笑。
那时我告诉你，我想要一个拥抱，想要静一下。

你并不在我身边，可是却有你的温暖你的味道。
没得抱你，就抱着你送我的熊熊，那就够了，就满足了。
我告诉你说，我很乱很烦，而你温柔的饱着我，叫我不要想太多。
我哭了，泪流了，你会帮我擦擦。

已经够了，满足了，
不需要太多的甜言蜜语，只要一个真心的拥抱，一颗心充满爱的感觉，就能感觉到你对我的担心，你的温柔，你的体贴，你的，“疼爱”，平静了我的不安。

我的情况

咳嗽 , 打喷嚏 , 流鼻涕 , 还蛮严重的 , 有点耳鸣 ，有一点点头痛......今天可能没空去验血了 , 他们没空带我去哦 ! -.-怎么办呢 ?? 应该不会有事吧....希望咯....

SMS他...好像还没起床叻....他在那里很少事做....斗胡那么小...也没什么地方去吧...不过听说那里山上很凉快...很享受的哦^^听他这么说...真想去去...我很喜欢山上的感觉...和海边的感觉...很清静...很舒服...没有吵闹....空气新鲜...我不会呼吸困难...

沙巴....都没有什么小山好爬...比较安全的山也很少...都是马来人...那里像台湾...大家都喜欢爬山...而且很安全...阳明山...我好怀念你哦...^^

I love you............

Just eat Vitamin C & Vitamin B again.....haiz....so how....so how....?? boring at home....sleep and wake....sleep and wake....like a pig du...hahahaXD....

H1N1

"H1N1"，办公室，学校打骚动。高一同学验血证实重了H1N1，不过是良性的。现今状况还好，全家已被隔离。善导今日全校停学。

最近生病今天才返校，没想到一返校就有大新闻。早上去学校还有点不舒服，有点头痛。同学朋友们都叫我去验血，看多一次医生。（怎么办？？怕怕=.=）下午在礼堂开大会议，取消原来的课。Annie老师ignore我哦T.T，叫两天不要去学校，说话根我隔的远远的。^o^

差不多给五个老师ignore了哦，都叫我在家休息，好了才去。还在犹豫明天要不要去学校呢！！嗯.............还是回家问问再说吧^.~

妈说明天要去验血哦！！！！！！！！！！！！！

没关系啦，我也不是说很担心，嘻嘻^^乐观点就好了嘛。开开心心就好，虽然有点担心跟不上，不过老师说还是健康重要，就好好休息几天吧！=p

那个志豪...一点都不怕我得H1N1得.....嘻嘻=p...没关系...他不再这里...不知道这里的情况嘛...原谅你吧...哈哈...反正你还是那么疼我...嘻嘻...不好好休息都不行了...每次都说我不会照顾自己^^

♥满足自己♥

“我要点餐哦(^o^)...！！请给我......

• 一杯yogurt
• 250ml desa milk
  
• 两块面包
• 芒果布丁

嗯，这样就够了。^^"

生病了，享受一下自己爱吃的东西，休息一下，感觉蛮好的嘛！！=p

今天小睡了好多次哦，睡得饱饱了，病好象有好一点了哦^-^
两个小时要吃2 tables vitamin c + 2 tables vitamin B...这样才会快好噢...（被逼得啊=.="）.....反正没有害处...就吃吧！！可是，苦苦叻...............没关系，吃糖糖吧=p（你教坏我的hahaXD）

身体好象好多了哦^^大家不要担心啦（你也不用骂我了blekk=p）有你的照顾很幸福哦♥

miss your hug=.=

Just miss your warm hug...when i cold...i am ill...i am sad...i am so happy...you will give me one sweet hug...

FEEL HAPPINESS WITH YOU

WHEN I AM SICK YOU TAKE CARE OF ME

I know i am important^^but you still want take care yourself....
feel happy can with him...seriously love him...
next month he will come back ( not sure )....

♥I MISS YOU♥

你在哪里好吗？无聊吗？孤单吗？想我了吗？我好想你哦！！=P

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

♥我的生活很简单，只有你♥

ALL ABOUT YOU

WINTER

Absence

I am not escape ohhh...blekk=p...I am absence because of ill...

Just wanna to take one day for charging my energy...hahaXD...lll...Anyway...is my mum force me to take a break...i think this is better for me de...so...don't worry about me...will be better...

Take a deep breath and start to think over what i want carry out today...i think...........i need to....................

• FILL OUT THE ART HOMEWORK,
• FILL OUT THE MATH EXERCISE( I have give my exe to ppl...but she even come school for 1 weekT.T scold by KIM LUN )
• REVISION THE TEST OF SATURDAY( sejarah, chinese, BM )

Aiyo...remember that i also miss the science test todayT.T
Oh!!!!!!!!That's so much work to do....=( but i think i will not do...hahaXD

Life is control by ourself

Tuesday,July 28,2009

Originally, today i won't go to school because i am hang over...but...the school bus reach my house to fetch me so i just go...=( Then my mum ask me if i want back home she will fetch me...

The first 3 period is ok ok lah...=.= but the next...start feeling fainted and the eye is hot as usually and difficult to carry on for study...

This morning raining heavily,the PE period have been call off...After that we having math test...i try to work out all the question even if i am unwell...T.T

After recess originally is chinese lesson but Ms. Tan have change her lesson with science and sejarah...That's so bored again...i decided to leave the school earlier...

When I'm on the way to contact my mum, i meet the senoir1 "xx" again=p...I think he went to the toilet. He smile at me and blinking his eye...heheXD

I think M.s Tan & Ms. Tay are doubt of I'm really sick or not...haiz........=.=don't mind and nevermind...keke...

"The life is control by myself...then...if sick...just give myself time to rest...If not...my friend will say me never take care myself de^^"

Very Sick day....

Wake up and few so unwell.....feel tired...nose can't breath...my eye was very hot...and want use my mouth to breath...feel lazy to go to school but still need to go...because have many work to do...the PMR and UEC exam are near lorrr...

Taday i bring one pack of tissue to school....i use all the tissue...haha XD...cause i am sick...

Almost 3 period to do the PMR pass year paper...no time to take a rest...the eye was tired but still need to see at the paper...aiyo......i think my vision will be bad and bad this year de lur...

Now my life is busy...till can not go to shoppingT.T...

But now i am sick because last saturday i go city mall for competition...so tired...sunday i go kk with family...sunday my house's gas is finish...so we go the near by shop to eat dinner...at that time i am so "xin ku"....

After school...got ppl take care me liao...ask me drink some water...take much rest...eat more and sleep early...hehe^^...feel happy...

I think finish this day will be

"another shining day ^^"...



finish for this day

Drawing competition

Saturday...saturday....saturday.....state level drawing competition at city mall....

when reach...i meet orange and register there...3pm...the competition start...i would like to draw about christmas...i just use 1 hour to draw it...haha...i draw like an experiment...i an very busy...haha...busy to make joke...:p

Amanda and chee laugh me...cause i am like a circus...hehe...Orange "za dao' me...when i complete....i don't want the publisher to see...haha...that very ugly...i think lah...then i go and all of them give me the eye...lll

No people shopping with me...so sad...city mall so boring oh....i walk along all that building liao...haha...just buy the cantact lens....that is supphire blue...no thing that i want at there...then i meet senior 1 de "xx"...haha...somebody know de lah...

i wait them for three hour oh....so tired...then we go starbucks...Orange belanja me....haha....( whole day not eat liao...just eat biscult...so few..and want stomach ache liao....my winter scold me lorrr.....) hehe:p

Drink the esp. frappucino and eat the croissant at there...so toh suai oh...i drop the knife...haha....we are the busy one...

Siew mei make big joke oh....say what bo da....if me small...then she is no...ppl who small then siew mei is 凹....

So tired the....6pm...want go church from city mall....when i reach the church...i almost can not walk already loh....ah shun see me and ask me how....i forgot bring the jacket....that very cool...but have ppl give me de lah...but no winter...( he live in tawau liao).....

That's one day...the busy day...but in church many ppl comfort me^^...happy....

i am come back...hahaXD

come back to write my blog loh....hehe^^
boring at house when cannot online...my line have something wrong....


EVA is seem angry...haha...just don't how to start the how for her...
Winter is go....in tawau a month...

me... want to prepare the PMR examination and UEC examination...so busy...almost every day have test...ke lian oh...:(

Just want to free and happy...hehe^^

next year i don't want to stay in kian kok loh...i don't like this this school...without budaya...that is true...everyday got the dog score me....lll